The Shoot

I am unbelievably proud of the next three days of this blog. I am blessed, I am flawed…

I recently wrote about my vision for this shoot. As I continued to think about it and was honest with myself about my body, I created two separate looks, one black and one white. My plan was to be sexy, featuring my cleavage and my legs. My belly is not where I would like it to be, so I devised ways to mitigate it. The black featured black bra and panties, a little baby doll see-through nightie, black fashion thigh-highs, black pumps and gold jewelry. The second outfit featured a white lace bra, white panties, nude thigh-highs, silver pumps and I love the look of a woman in her man’s shirt. So I picked a black button down from my closet (from when I had to wear dress clothes to work, literally decades ago), which looked great because it was big on me (since I used to be bigger), so it really had a feel of my man’s shirt. Silver jewelry finished the look with pearls. I also asked, if available, that the photographer make a veil and/or boas available. I intended to do shots in each outfit as well as shots in bra and panties only.

This shoot possessed me. Without getting too specific, I invested on a few things that would allow me to look, shall we say, smooth. When I flip between him and her, I want all aspects of him to be gone. I believe I have accomplished that. There is nothing absolutely better than looking down with pride at a great cleavage. There is nothing, and I mean nothing, better than panties looking, let’s just say, as they should. I have been in quite a few model rooms, in so many circumstances, and know that to walk around in your bra and panties, with no apprehension, is bliss. You are then, one of the girls.

Well now you know my apparel job went in the shitter. Nothing I did wrong, but when new boss comes in and the industry goes through a massive consolidation, decades long industry veterans become available. And butt buddies get hired by butt buddies. That’s life, it sucks, I will move forward. But not before two completely immersive girl days.

The whole shoot was amazing! I got hair and makeup with a lovely young lady. I liked what she did (and that is frequently not the case when I have gotten makeovers). Hugs afterward. Then Mikayla, with whom I was getting to know (I was her first of “my kind”), I CANNOT RECOMMEND HER ENOUGH! There is a power to simply being in bra and panties, around numerous human beings, that is a high I cannot describe. I won’t bore you with too many details, as you will see the end results soon, but it was bliss. Shots on a bed. At a vanity table. On the floor. Looking into the mirror. Close ups of my girls, my derriere, me looking cute, me looking sexy, me looking for my man, me looking (okay, I am proud of this) fucking amazing! I did intermittent fasting to skinny up and went essentially on an alcohol-only diet for 48 hours to push the weight back under 160 for the first time since I ran Boston. I was skinny! More on this in a week or so when I get the pictures. Please do not do this without medical assistance, I am a unicorn in many, many ways.

I then went home, spent a leisurely time reorienting myself for a Plexus (business) networking event that evening. I had the makeover, so I was looking as good as is possible. I changed into a more businessy outfit (I am now, yet again, seeking a job) and headed back out the door! Here are the photographic highlights, only able to have happened because of my week long cosmo diet.

PS: I have seen the couple hundred pictures we took. The significant majority of them are so great, I cannot believe it is me! There is a bit of a belly problem (understand, I am seeking complete feminine imagery, so a flat belly without that pesky extra rib is the desired look). One set, on a couch, was not kind to me. I clearly looked like a dude in his bra and panties sitting there. But I selected 30 fab pics after hours of paring them down, initially selecting about 100 to work through. Given the state of my life of late, this was the best thing I could have done. Pics soon…