Down the rabbit hole I go……
I was inspired by a post today from a dear friend Effie Jayne and I felt compelled to expand on my comment in her post.
They say to not make posts about religion and politics. This goes beyond religion and effects the psychological balance of many in the LGBTQ community.
Does GOD still love me?
So many of us that have or continue to be religious feel guilty.
I was brought up in a religious family. Guilt caused me to bury my feelings for 40 years only to re-discover it later in life.
“You’re not supposed to think that!”
“Those impulses are wrong. You’re a bad person to think that way.”
“You’ll go to hell” and on and on.
I’ve always been a person that doesn’t take things at face value. I prefer to go deeper and ask myself more profound questions.
“Why would I think like that?”
“How does the universe work?”
“What does religious mean?”
I see things in shades of grey and rarely black and white which is why it’s rare for me to get angry.
My superpower is that I see things in slow motion.
I’ve gone to a spiritual rather than regions path. In my coaching and mentoring courses, I attempt to explain universal laws that govern us all, why we think as we do and the reason for results we have currently. Then, how do we change them.
Wow. That was sooooo deeeeeep.
If we are all energy, a YIN/YANG balance of male and female energy, whose to say we can’t be different combinations of that energy rather than what authority figures deem as 100% one way or the other?
I’m exploring what my balance is. Is it 50% male and 50% female? 90-10? 60-40? 40-60?
We shall see.
But everyone is different. It’s only when we break free from the shackles of our man-made prison can we become all we can be.
Having GUILT hover over us is like trying to live life full out but with a speed break engaged.
I feel G.O.D. the Grand Overall Designer knew me and gave me this dual energy balance/combination of male and female and gave me the power of choice. I feel the guilt comes from man-made societal norms created from a human interpretation.
GOD creates energy (which we all are) perfectly and abundantly. This body is to just move around in this physical reality. I was created perfect in his eyes. Societal norms gradually sculpted me to live as they deemed “normal”, whatever “normal” is.
GOD LOVES ME. YES, I’M SURE OF IT.
Am I off base? On the mark or somewhere in the middle? I’d love to read your thoughts.
Be Strong. 💪